Stressed.
My eyes have been so strained lately. Blame it on being in front of the computer for almost close to 18 hours a day. I know it is unhealthy but I’m trying to work hard and strike while the iron is hot and there are opportunities for me. I do not know if next month I will be able to have as much work so I need to really grab the bull’s horns, as they would say.
It has taken a toll on my health. I have turned into a night owl (I was getting better at sleeping early during the holidays because I was taking it easy with work) and I feel so bad for my eldest son – who I have to admit I haven’t really bonded with. When he arrives from school in the afternoons, I am so sleepy that I would rather give him money to buy snacks (which he often buys junk food from) than to cook for him a healthy one. Plus, after dinner he is sleepy already so my quality time with him is really in the afternoon – when I am the most sleepy.
I need to have his eyes checked too. His right eye is suspectedly lazy and he squints a lot (I dont know if that is a habit) so I’m getting him graded. I hope it really isnt as bad as it looks. My cousin had eyeglasses on her first twenty years before undergoing boston eye surgery and while it is every effective I dont think we can afford it yet.
